Half formed ideas...

There's so much going through my head right now I don't even know where to start. I guess I'd just like to start by saying that guys irritate me and are an incredible waste of time. Most of the ones I know are stubborn, irritating, they ALWAYS like me when I don't want them to and try to jump the friendship ladder, and...just...GAH! I don't even know where to begin. Why do all the guys I DON'T like fall for me? And naturally never the ones I do? I'm not so worried at this point about the guys I like because there isn't one at the moment. Still, guys liking me...talk about awkward! And irritating and it always makes me feel bad because I Just feel like I'm gonna break their heart. Guys are so incredibly stubborn. And now I'm going to freak my mother out. =P I speak truth, though, there's no worries about me in getting into any kind of trouble with guys because 90% of the time, they just make me angry. =P

In other news, I don't know how many of you guys watch America's Got Talent, but you may have heard of Prince Poppycock? Well. He's...absolutely terrifying. Like. Worse than Lady GaGa, and she frightens me terribly, too. But at least she doesn't dress up like a man. At least she always looks like a woman. (Despite the accusations that she's actually a man, I personally don't think so...Look at what she wears...It'd be pretty obvious.) Prince Poppycock, though (okay, this name ought to tell you something, no?) He's basically a transvestite, and I just think it's an atrocity that he is in the Top 4 of America's Got Talent. I feel like it's a symbol of what America is becoming. He even did a rendition of the National Anthem (I think? Or some other really patriotic song) along with Yankee Doodle Dandee, and it just made me want to SCREAM! THAT is representing America? THAT is what society is voting for? Way back when, he probably would have been..well, I don't know what, but I don't think he'd have gotten away with it. Certainly not happily. He certainly wouldn't have been embraced. Once again, look at what society is becoming!

I know people are going to scream at me about being "tolerant" but the fact is, I am not tolerant, and they're certainly not going to be tolerant of me. MY belief is that what he is and what he is representing is sick and wrong. I do feel a little guilt to be degrading him like this, because I know he's a person, too, and he deserves love and blah blah. I know that, I agree with it. But as I said before, HE himself has become the exact opposite of what I believe (I'm sorry I can't think of the word I'm looking for. It will hit me at 2 in the morning, I promise. lol) And I guess it's not so much HIM I have a problem with. In all honesty, I feel sort of sorry for him. I feel like that is the defining of the word "lost" in the flesh. It is the epitome of someone who is godless and lightless and, as I said, ultimately lost. But (isn't there always a "but"?) I DO have a problem with with he represents, which is totally against EVERYTHING I believe to be true (But they're not going to be tolerant of THAT belief, are they?) and I have a problem with the fact that he is representing America. That this is what your children (I can't really say OUR children, as I don't have any) and my generation is watching. That is one of their role models. To me, that's a shame.

I'll probably get in all kinds of trouble, because this is rather controversial, and someone is probably going to stumble across it and sue me. That would suck. But. I guess one thing the documentary has done for me, is that I'm not very afraid of voicing my opinion (obviously =P).

And again, I think this is more of an issue with society than it is with one person in particular. I think it's sad that society is as accepting of this as they are. He is on the Top Four of America's Got Talent, for goodness sake! This is being, not only accepted, but EMBRACED, ENCOURAGED, by society. And Once again. I think it's sad, and I think it's just yet another sign of what the nation is coming to...

SO I may have to delete this. lol. I really am kinda paranoid about a law suit now. :P (Sadly, I can actually see it happening!) but I'll at least leave it up here for a couple days and let people get a good look at it.

Also, if you don't know who I'm talking about, go look him up...I'm sure he's on Youtube. I'm sure the people reading my blog will come to the same conclusion I did....

xoxo,
Me